In the upcoming time, you will have to be wise instead of emotional, and there's a need for you to understand that it is not wise at this time to listen to how you are feeling (including feels of fear). Instead, try navigating the mysteries that life is currently presenting you with by being in flow.
Life will be guiding you on a process of self-discovery in which your feelings about things will be transforming. And it is very important for you at this time to have some patience, to show humility, and to have integrity.
Be idealistic and dare to challenge that status quo of your current life as well as its currrent limitations. A revolution in your life is at hand, so dare to progressive and innovative in a radical manner.
This is not the time to wait as the fruit is now ripe for the picking and otherwise might be picked by someone else.