The upcoming time might teach you something invaluable; that good decisions require both a good compass as well as a willingness to wander in life. While others may never arrive anywhere interesting, you might never arrive anywhere at all on purpose.

Over-planning can be its own tax, paid in missed encounters and analysis paralysis, and you understand that people do not always know what they want. As life can only teach you what you actually value if you once in a while decide to go into an unexpected road, on which you noticed how you felt about it.

You know that some of the best outcomes are often completely unpredictable, similar to a view or a stranger's story that you didn't anticipate. What we anticipate wanting and what we actually appreciate after having lived through an experience, is exactly where what you value is realized. As human imagination tends to routinely miscalculate how much joy or how much growth can come about by experiencing an unexperienced state.

You understand that living in projected futures is incredibly dull, while others are baffled by how you treat your future self as a stranger. Spontaneity kept on being affordable to you, not something that happens out of desperation. And sometimes boring habits can actually erode the freedom to have certain moments later in life.

The mad hatter would say "I can't go back to yesterday, because I was a different person then." which is something you could just as easily have said. As the new you is very different from the old you, as you are now all about experiencing guilty pleasures during this particular season of your life. All about things you absolutely enjoy but that aren't really that useful to enjoy - and people will find you to be very relatable because of it - as you will be all about things you are not supposed to actually like. You will be all about pleasure and enjoyment of life.

   Just like you are not supposed to binge watch series, or eat chocolate paste from the pot. 🤣😁 You will spend your days relaxing and socializing.

Most people see their identity as one continuous self with stable interests and a coherent set of preference. But you do not. And planning really only makes sense if the person who is saving money today is the same person who is going to be spending the money in the future. Society says that your future self is a real person, but is it?

But your yesterday's plans, promises, and preferences do not bind you at all. The person you are now owes nothing to the person you were before, and if you take an exit now in life it is because your current self is deciding to do so. Why would you worry about the person who gets stranded - as they don't exist anyway? It's like planning to serve someone dinner who never shows up..  And what you planned a month ago may not be what you want at all in the future.

The only thing you truly inherit from your previous self is the gas tank you have left yourself with. Perhaps you could be responsible by seeing yourself as a better ancestor of your previous self, and see your future self as your better successor. The person who left you with the almost empty gas tank is worth a consideration. Could you have been more responsible for the self you are today?

You are undergoing an initiation-awakening transformation process that is going to slow and smooth, and incredibly organic similar to a seedling growing into a tree over time - and there will be nothing sped up or artificial about it - but it will be very real transformation. And it moves with sudden, jarring shifts much more than what you would call fluid motion. As the reality around you will be visibly glitching and stuttering. Accompanied with unseen heavy anticipation before the real visible transformation of self begins - a period in which everyone can sense this building so intensely and everyone can feel the vibration of it, even though no obvious change has started to appear yet.

Like a raw voltage that changes every environment it steps into. Every step you will be taking will be like delivering a thunderclap by which the old configurations will be wiped out in others to make space for something new in their lives. Granting others power and activating the dormant potential that lies within them.

You will be bringing others joy, and you will be like their favorite movie that they watch during the holidays. A real joy to have around. You will literally be making everything more fun to them.