In the upcoming time, you will be going through a transition period in which you would like to focus less on earning a living and you would like to focus more on enjoying the money you have already made, as well as on concepts that are immaterial like self-realization, having leisure time, and goals that go beyond creating a paycheck for yourself.
You might also be called to really start focussing on stewarding the results of your past labor, so you can spend some money on the lifestyle you would like to live. You have a lot of responsibility, but you would like to balance this out now with present day enjoyment as well ensuring that you will be financially secure in the future.
As a result, you will be disrupting your usual patterns that have become draining to you, as these patterns have been disrupting your internal rhythm - which has been causing you stress and ill health. These patterns have also been making you feel disoriented which was putting you in a vulnerable state - you are seeking to protect yourself from this now.
As you were navigating contact with people from a different culture than your own asking of you to fully adopt their values, behaviors and beliefs, what should have been the clear sharp line of being an outsider vs them became blurred or merged over time. The boundary had become much more complex, and overlapping.
But you will now be terminating this approach procedure trying to create some space for yourself to be able to more freely navigate, having a lot less external disruptors for you to navigate through. This way you can get done what needs your emergency attention and you can address any abnormalities in your usual functioning that you have been noticing lately.
You have been tested, and you are now awaiting the results of what you have just been through - whether this be good or bad. You will be brainstorming and you will have a lot of ideas coming to you - ideas building upon ideas. This will lead to your reputation transforming with has an element of going viral to it.
