You might have been caught up in constantly having to prove yourself to the world, having to meet the world's expectations al the while having to betray your own truth, while the world seemed to be eternally unsatisfied by you. You were caught in a cycle of having to chase external validation, while you were abandoning your own inner sight which was stagnating your intuition that was slowly becoming silent to you.
You might have been battling the demons of doubt, always blindly having to move towards finish lines that were drawn by other's dying dreams. You were being compelled or you have even felt forced to pursue certain goals or deadlines that were purely estabilished by others' unfulfilled or dying aspirations. You were moving forward without fully being aligned with your own desires and purpose, and instead you were following paths set out by others' fading hopes and dreams. You were following a rather somber direction that was lacking personal meaning and personal fulfillment.
Exhausted by endless theatrics, your soul was yearning to rest from reality's stage where you needed to dance to conform. Now you get to retreat and you get to recollect your quiet wisdom that was muffled by other people's ambition. Now you get to remember the rhythm again that was buried underneath society's score keeping.
You now get to reconnect with your own natural sense of rhythm, flow, and inner harmony - something that was hidden or overshadowed by society's emphasis on measuring, judging, or comparing their achievements with yours (the score keeping). You are now reclaiming a more authentic, instinctive part of yourself that may have been lost or surpressed amidst societal pressures.
In the upcoming time, you will be sheltered from the cacophony of crowded convictions, and you clarity will start to emerge once again not through effort from your part, but from releasing all of this. You are now you againg, an individual unbound by chains of action steps and societal applause. During private undisturbed times and in moments of reflection, baseless beliefs are now starting to melt away like sandcastles near waves that are gently whispering to you "remember who you are".
Sheltered from cacophony of crowded convictions, clarity emerges not through effort but release—you again, unbound by chains of actions and applause. In secret hours untouched, false or unfounded beliefs melt like sandcastles near waves which now lap gently with “remember who you are”. You will be experiencing a peaceful awakening or rediscovery of your true self, free from any illusions or falsehoods.
As you are withdrawing from the weight that demands that you disprove your right to be, a radical relief is now starting to flood into your being. What was once rigid, now has the space to breathe. Tenderness will return to your life, once cherished thoughts, feelings and natural tendencies like young plants are beginning to grow again. Seedlings of beloved instincts and ideas that have now grown strong because they have weathered rejection's harsh frost.
You are now safe from this draining scene of having to strive for success on terms that were not your own, and your true voice is now starting to revive itself. You will be reviewing the stage of life with a reverent distance, and you will now see the traps you used to fall for before. You no longer react to it but rather now recognize it for what it is. The drama is now starting to fade as you are exiting life's stage waiting for your authentic entrance cued by a whisper inside of you. A whisper that came as suprisingly to you as spring after a life long's uncertain winter.
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