In the upcoming time, you will be going through a transitional phase in your life in which you might feel a bit lost and you could really use some higher direction. Things are very unclear to you as surface appearances are not as clear-cut as they seem, and potentially even downright deceiving.
There are many things you consider to be of immense value in your life; your relationship, your hard-earned reputation, your work, a project you are currently working on, or a unique talent you have. Yet you have an overwhelming feeling that you must throw something that is valuable to you away and make a run for it - as one of your greatest assets has now become a liability to your life.
You are really worried about your reputation, and how others might perceive both you and your partner. You are worried that your success, the stability you have found, or the happiness of your relationship will be misperceived by others, or that you will have to defend your right to keep it in your life.
You feel like you are constantly being forced to defend your right to simply keep in your life what you have earned. Your instinct is to escape the scrutiny and to avoid confrontation all-together.
God is telling you to stop the self-sabotage and the defensive frantic running, and to redirect your time and energy from the false accusations that are being made against you towards what truly matters to you. Your innocence is a fundamental truth that should supersede any fleeting fears that others may have towards you.
In summary,
- You are holding onto many valuables in your life and you are scared that you will lose it due to the outside judgement upon it.
- You are being burderned by the weight of your own good fortune due to the worry that others will assume it was achieved dishonestly or that you wouldn't deserve it.
- It is time for you to let go of any fears concerning the judgement of others, to abandon the defenisive strategy to just throw it all away and run away from it all, and to instead start focussing your time and energy on living your truth and enjoying what you consider to be valuable in your life.
Valuable questions to ask yourself
- What valuable thing or relationship in your life (which could even be a talent) currently feels like a burden or attracts unwanted scrutiny?
- Where in your life are you 'wasting your time' worrying about external opinions instead of taking action?